In my various notes to students lately, i am finding that if i read them as messages to myself, I learn a great deal... today I sent a message to a student in response to a report assignment - it is their monthly evaluation of how their own physical practice is going. So far my 4th year acting students have been writing very well though out examinations of their practice. One student, however, wrote me a brief statement... more or less: I failed, I am disappointed, I will try again.
This students work has felt a bit in a lull- something familiar to us all and I wrote back:
I would encourage you to take a deeper look at your process. If you are not able to get to the work you had planned, then maybe the work is to ask yourself WHY?
lack work ethic
afraid of success
afraid of failure
in the wrong work
If you are happy with the way things are then maybe none of these things are true- but if you are not- are any of these things resonating? If so- then this is the work... adjust your practice to INCLUDE addressing this issue.
If the building you are creating keeps collapsing, then you need to examine the foundation... it can be very hard to tell oneself the truth
Without truth, you cannot grow...